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went looking for something to buy to further my great plans
thought i got a great deal online
turns out it was just a scam
there goes $129.99
mmmmmm
i bought a digital camera
so i could take pictures with my friends
turns out the photos that i have
are self portraits and snapshots of my plants

it’s the choices i’m making
leave school early
“i’m not hungry”
“please don’t bug me”
haha funny

it’s my fault
they all think i
can’t tell a lie

my shadow’s darkest of them all
the figures dance around the wall
make me brand-new
before i’m too far gone

graduation came and went with few goodbyes
it hasn’t really settled in
exciting things just seem to pass through my mind
my smile big but eyes missing

i feel like a no one
scared of the fall
so i just crawl
until i’m so small
i can’t even stand up straight
and i can’t look
can’t see my face
without the trace
of a disgusted gaze of vitriol and distaste

it’s my fault
they all think i
can’t tell a lie

my shadow’s darkest of them all
the figures dance around the wall
make me brand-new
before i’m too far gone
too far gone

the clothes are strewn about the floor
can’t tell if it’s trash or decor
pajamas spilling out the drawer
i’d tuck them in if i cared more

i try to hide from my downpours
the tears and feelings scream and roar
and spiral until i’m unsure
how to restore

it’s my fault
all my fault
they all think i
can’t tell a lie

my shadow’s darkest of them all
the figures dance around the wall
make me brand-new
before i’m too far gone
too far gone
too far gone
too far gone
too far gone
it all went wrong
but what’s done is done
so i’ll hold on
i’ll hold on